This post will be a little too much information for some of you! Feel free to skip it! This is a forum for me to get out my emotions so some times the details include a little over sharing!
I still have not gotten a positive home pregnancy test, however, I also have not tested since 6dp5dt. I decided to stop torturing myself. Today it has been really difficult to keep the hope alive. I began spotting today....just the teensiest amount. I'm worried, but not too worried at this point. It could possibly still work out, but the shadow of doubt is there. We had a family dinner planned for this evening, but I just was not up to it emotionally. I cried for almost two hours last night. As soon as Mark and I crawled into bed the waterworks started. Mark was amazing as always. He really is my rock. Though, I think he was surprised when the tears began again first thing this morning and continued intermittently through the day. This has been the first time during this IVF cycle that I have felt like I have had no control over my emotions.
I wish it wasn't the weekend so I could try to go in for an early beta. I still have two and a half days to wait for the blood draw. Keep your fingers crossed for us!