Thursday, February 7, 2013
IVF has taken over my life during the past two months. Now with a big, ugly negative result, I don't know what to do with myself. It feels as though there should be some sort of something to provide closure. Yet, there isn't anything. There are just pieces. The unfinished baby blanket that I was crocheting, the pinterest "maybe baby" boards, the marked up calendar, the shelf full of leftover meds. All things that I can't quite bring myself to look at, but can't quite put away either. We were at least pursuing treatments, now I feel..stagnant and unfinished.